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Movie you could watch over and over?
Pitch perfect && Lawless
Any Harry potter

Colors for fall?
Burgundy && yellow

Bed time snack?
Ohh water && almond crunch bar.

Coffee or tea?
Both. Iced Marilyn monroe please!! And unsweetened tea!

Holiday?
Thanksgiving

MCM?
Johnny depp will always be the most amazing actor in the entire universe. But I love me shia lebouf.

Book?
Oh man flowers in the attic series and of course Harry potter.

Band?
In this moment, amity affliction

Board game?
Monopoly

Sport to watch?
College football!! Uteeeesssss

Free time?
Haha :/ besides snuggly my baby I love to watch my shows. (Vampire diaries, about a boy, scandal, blacklist, and soa)

My baby is a month old

My heart was a little sad knowing Collins turned one month yesterday.
He's the last baby we'll have. I would love a girl. But the house we are buying is only 3 bedrooms. I don't think I want to try and move again.
Collins loves his baths in his tub and with momma, eating haha we nurse a lot which is alright with me, loves you to talk to him, kisses, and his bink.
I have to brag about how sweet he is! Such a good boy. Never fusses. I do have him spoiled and he sleeps with me so he of course is a good sleeper. I love this boy so much!!

Co everything around here

Collins is perfect!!!
And I think it's due to:
Breastfeeding
Cloth diapers
Cosleeping
Cobathing

Because who wants scratchy ol sposies on their bum when you could have bamboo!!

Who wants to drink formula when you can have warm perfect breast milk.

And who wants to bath alone when your mom needs to bathe and she has a huge tub.

I feel like all these things make Seamus a perfect happy healthy baby boy. We are seriously blessed. We even snuggle at night than whip out a boob when it's time to eat. We go back to sleep.
Does it scare me?? Sometimes. He loves his side but I can feel when he's turned to much.

We are having so much fun with him.
I do miss giving my 100% attention to Cooper. But he's being such a good sport about it. He is being so independent. I know he misses our long baths and reading 100 story's before bed. He even made his own waffles and I almost cried.

I may of had baby blues after Collins. I only wanted my grandparents, Cooper, and Garth around. Plus my in laws. I didn't care to see any of my friends. And I didn't want to leave the house. After 5 days I had to. And I even fit in my jeans shit that felt amazing!!! I fit better than before I was pregnant. I'm pretty loosed skinned it's disgusting but hopefully if I start to walk and get my core to tighten up it'll go away.

My second sweet baby boy!

Oh my heck!!!
I'm so smitten. He's absolutely perfect.
I'm actually sharing him with his dad. ;)
Ohhhhhh everyone wants to know the big gory details... So here's to  hopefully a non dragged out, no sense making, run on sentences, birth story.

Wednesday 8:30
I was checked into avrm and they checked me. Ouch! Nothing still closed up. Started pitocin right away.

9:30 not enough pit to make my contractions strong. Turned it up. Checked me nope nothing still closed.

11:30 turned it up more. Checked me a one! Slept....

Between 4:00/5:00 sick with vomit. Checked me turned up pit.

Now I needed a epidural! Holy moly I waited an hour for him to get in there. No tears shed I did really well at keeping calm. I'm glad I had read hypnotherapy birthing. I new to keep my jaw relaxed and to breath!!!

Oh good ol epidural man he was the savoir of my whole night. I got to sleep. I didn't cringe every time I needed to be checked. Beautiful stuff!! And Collins came out sucking like a champ :)

My dear sweet grandpa came at 11 and didn't leave until 5 am. He slept in this super uncomfortable chair. He threw away my puke bags. Made me love him that much more.

So around 5 am she checked me and I was a 7! :-)

She checked me again at 7 and I was a nine. Hip hop hooray!!! Grandpa left and my mother in law and grandma came. Dr. Lewis was a very busy man. So we did a couple pushes.... Wow I had nooo idea what I was doing. Absolute noooo clue! Plus I'm recovering from a cold and  couldn't catch my breath. I pulled instead of pushed haha what!!! But finally at 8:23 not screaming {which is scary} he slid right out. He was so CUTE. So than I cried. I had not cried once through the labor. But that bay on your chest is something else! It's the weirdest greatest feeling ever. And oh boy he was hungry!!

So we called grandpa and he brought his big brother down. I had missed Cooper sooo much. All 27lbs of sassiness. He loved broler and thought he was so CUTE. He stroked his face and gave him kisses. Then he wanted my phone to play minecraft.

Now we're recovering.

40 + weeks

I have only complained Once or Twice.
About being three days over.
Once because I have a terrible stupid no good cold.
Second because we are super anxious to meet this beautiful baby boy.

I know going over could only mean.. he's super comfy and God is trying to teach me patience.
It's funny how I thought the minute I stopped my progesterone shots I would have him. I also thought moving and packing would put me into labor. So we hurried as fast as we could to move. I was worried sick about moving with a tiny baby and all his things everywhere :/ here's to Tuesday and hopefully getting induced Wednesday!

10 things.

1) I love my kindle unlimited $9.99 a month. I cancelled prime for this.

2) Merle Norman it's in the strip by Kmart.
Their jewelry is sooo CUTE!

3) gel polish from walgreens

4) walgreens I spend so much money there.

5) frozen hot chocolate from deja brew.

6) feeling these aggressive baby jabs.

7) Cooper school clothes. I loved the already made outfits.

8) maxi skirts. Jeans are sooo uncomfortable now. And I don't want to wear jammies because one it's too hot and two they just don't look that cute.

9) staying home. Being lazy! NO vitamin d for us.

10) I haven't cooked in forever actually something that was good. But we're right in the middle of moving and I'm not buying groceries.
:) xoxo

38 weeks

Oh I am sooo close!
& wee baby is 6 lbs and 11oz
Good Lord grow baby grow.

Cooper is all registered for his third year of preschool. :( but those two or maybe three days a week are going to be spent getting my pre pregnancy body back. Sooo I'm sorta not sad anymore.

I just read rain girl!!! Afreakinmazing loved it!! It reminded me of the killing which is now over.

Buuut SOA is about to start. Eeeek!! I've been having soa reruns just to get back in game.

Been super busy and hoping that my contractions would stick but they come and go all day. Oh well!! He'll come when he wants. Mothers of preterm baby's don't complain. Because there's always hot baths and pedicures. :)

Collins has a middle name haha and it's after a tv star baby. We always said we would stick with a family name. Wellll I couldn't this time. He's probably the last baby so he gets a kick ass middle name.
Xoxox