OCC and Christmas

It's so that time. But this is not a detailed post about Christmas but more operations Christmas child. I found the idea on Pinterest and immediately fell in love. Helping children get small meaningful Christmas presents. Yes!! I found 15 shoe boxes and went cray at the Walgreens discount section. Why Walgreens and not the dollar store. Wellll these kids will use these items for along time and probably multiple times!! Why buy them junk. Quality not quantity!! I've always lived that way. So I bought boys 2/4 and 10/14 age groups. Tool sets and soccer balls with pumps. More pictures as I go. 

Collins 2 months.

My baby is 2 months. What!!!!! 

He's so funny. Loves his brudder. He's so smiley now. He loves to be naked all my children do! And loves tummy time. But only on dads chest :/ he loves the Mimi aka binky what do you call your binks?? We spend lots of alone time. 2 hours for 4 days. And that's awesome for him and me. We shower or tubby. Watch our shows. Have boob juice. I want them both to remember their child hoods as the best time of their life! I clean yes ha on Mondays and at night when dads home. But if coop wants to play zombies or mine craft than I stop and play unless I'm feeding baby. How do you manage a house & babies!?? 

Babies and well babies

My life is pretty darn content right now. Two cute boys in my bed. One does have a tummy ache it might have been that Thai chicken pizza. It was delicious though but I'll skip it next time. It's a crazy life with two boys. So much fun but hectic. Especially this week.. We had dentists appointment and I got birth control and we got tons of awesome stuff in the mail 😊 we love mail day!! Coop got the cutest haircut. Reminds me of Charlie sheen on major league (wild thing) they got their costumes and coopers new shirts from Knox and Lola oh shoot they are my favorite. I finally upgraded my phone. See it's been a fun busy week!! Cloth diapering is going awesome. Which reminds me there are quite a few that need to be put away in the dryer. Coop still loves school. Collins is a super chunk I would say 9.5 lbs now maybe more. He loves his boob juice. I'm in need of a hair dye and some fake eyelashes asap. I love being mom but not bleh. After seeing the super cute mom in the doctor office. But I do have two boys how am I ever suppose to be clean. 

Questioner

Movie you could watch over and over?
Pitch perfect && Lawless
Any Harry potter

Colors for fall?
Burgundy && yellow

Bed time snack?
Ohh water && almond crunch bar.

Coffee or tea?
Both. Iced Marilyn monroe please!! And unsweetened tea!

Holiday?
Thanksgiving

MCM?
Johnny depp will always be the most amazing actor in the entire universe. But I love me shia lebouf.

Book?
Oh man flowers in the attic series and of course Harry potter.

Band?
In this moment, amity affliction

Board game?
Monopoly

Sport to watch?
College football!! Uteeeesssss

Free time?
Haha :/ besides snuggly my baby I love to watch my shows. (Vampire diaries, about a boy, scandal, blacklist, and soa)

My baby is a month old

My heart was a little sad knowing Collins turned one month yesterday.
He's the last baby we'll have. I would love a girl. But the house we are buying is only 3 bedrooms. I don't think I want to try and move again.
Collins loves his baths in his tub and with momma, eating haha we nurse a lot which is alright with me, loves you to talk to him, kisses, and his bink.
I have to brag about how sweet he is! Such a good boy. Never fusses. I do have him spoiled and he sleeps with me so he of course is a good sleeper. I love this boy so much!!

Co everything around here

Collins is perfect!!!
And I think it's due to:
Breastfeeding
Cloth diapers
Cosleeping
Cobathing

Because who wants scratchy ol sposies on their bum when you could have bamboo!!

Who wants to drink formula when you can have warm perfect breast milk.

And who wants to bath alone when your mom needs to bathe and she has a huge tub.

I feel like all these things make Seamus a perfect happy healthy baby boy. We are seriously blessed. We even snuggle at night than whip out a boob when it's time to eat. We go back to sleep.
Does it scare me?? Sometimes. He loves his side but I can feel when he's turned to much.

We are having so much fun with him.
I do miss giving my 100% attention to Cooper. But he's being such a good sport about it. He is being so independent. I know he misses our long baths and reading 100 story's before bed. He even made his own waffles and I almost cried.

I may of had baby blues after Collins. I only wanted my grandparents, Cooper, and Garth around. Plus my in laws. I didn't care to see any of my friends. And I didn't want to leave the house. After 5 days I had to. And I even fit in my jeans shit that felt amazing!!! I fit better than before I was pregnant. I'm pretty loosed skinned it's disgusting but hopefully if I start to walk and get my core to tighten up it'll go away.

My second sweet baby boy!

Oh my heck!!!
I'm so smitten. He's absolutely perfect.
I'm actually sharing him with his dad. ;)
Ohhhhhh everyone wants to know the big gory details... So here's to  hopefully a non dragged out, no sense making, run on sentences, birth story.

Wednesday 8:30
I was checked into avrm and they checked me. Ouch! Nothing still closed up. Started pitocin right away.

9:30 not enough pit to make my contractions strong. Turned it up. Checked me nope nothing still closed.

11:30 turned it up more. Checked me a one! Slept....

Between 4:00/5:00 sick with vomit. Checked me turned up pit.

Now I needed a epidural! Holy moly I waited an hour for him to get in there. No tears shed I did really well at keeping calm. I'm glad I had read hypnotherapy birthing. I new to keep my jaw relaxed and to breath!!!

Oh good ol epidural man he was the savoir of my whole night. I got to sleep. I didn't cringe every time I needed to be checked. Beautiful stuff!! And Collins came out sucking like a champ :)

My dear sweet grandpa came at 11 and didn't leave until 5 am. He slept in this super uncomfortable chair. He threw away my puke bags. Made me love him that much more.

So around 5 am she checked me and I was a 7! :-)

She checked me again at 7 and I was a nine. Hip hop hooray!!! Grandpa left and my mother in law and grandma came. Dr. Lewis was a very busy man. So we did a couple pushes.... Wow I had nooo idea what I was doing. Absolute noooo clue! Plus I'm recovering from a cold and  couldn't catch my breath. I pulled instead of pushed haha what!!! But finally at 8:23 not screaming {which is scary} he slid right out. He was so CUTE. So than I cried. I had not cried once through the labor. But that bay on your chest is something else! It's the weirdest greatest feeling ever. And oh boy he was hungry!!

So we called grandpa and he brought his big brother down. I had missed Cooper sooo much. All 27lbs of sassiness. He loved broler and thought he was so CUTE. He stroked his face and gave him kisses. Then he wanted my phone to play minecraft.

Now we're recovering.